SEDih,SAyu DaN PilU

mCM title kt ats ni..prasaan aq skrg ni..mmg sgt2 sdh...skrg aq still kt umah yg bkl aq tgalkn esk hr..Ya Allah..ko kuatkn laa prasaan aq tuk hadapi prpisahan ni..wlupun td airmata mmg dh mncurah2 jth...wktu a'ai nk blk..megat..n kwn2 aq yg laen..prasaan sdh mmg aq x dpt thn..wlupun bru smlm kitorg brgembira..bru blk dr cherating..hr ni sume dh brpisah...kt blog ni jgk..tuk kwn2 aq yg bce blog ni..aq nk mtk maaf klu de wt slh dgn korg slme kite knl..aq syg korg sgt2...hrp2 kte akn jmpe lg lps ni...MUAAHH....

LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!!

KeboRiNgAN meLaNDa!!

Sejak aq celikkan mata je pg td...keje aq just mgadap leptop n tv...even next exm isnin ni..aq still blm prepare pe2 lg..relaks n steady..haha..pastu dh esk nk exm..bru mggelabah mghafalkn..waa...plizz matus...wakeup!! (hati aq berkata2) tp...just hati jelah yg ckp mcm tu..bdnnye still x brgerak dan tgn trus menekan2 keyboard menulis blog..hahh..tang ni aq rajin laa plkkn..pe laa nk jd ni..ngee..utk hr yg ke2...aq just hbskn mse dgn aktiviti yg tdk brfaedah..thp kebosanan pon smakin naik..nak study pon..blm de minat lg..huhu..tgu laa esk ke kan...hehe...so..hr ni aq meneruskan hr aq dgn tdo...mkn n mgadap laptop n tv.. hopefully..semoga esk kerajinan aq akn dtg..blh lak cmtukn..haha..pe2 pon..just wait n see jelahkn..huhu..

All tHis bECauSE...I'm TOO sHY!!

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

KeGEmBiRaaN pART 2

ALhamduliLIllah...Lega...Semua ASSg yg perlu aq submit..dh pon slamat disubmit...pASni dah tak payah lagi perah otak nak wat assg bagai nie..hehe..just skrg nk get ready tuk final exam plk..research project n SBE...lpas hbs jer exam kali ni...sy MERDEKA!!!!..finally..3 thn lbh study...dah tamat...wawawa...x cayenye...skjp jer rasenye mse brlalu..sedih nak brpisah dgn kwn2 aq..housemates kesayangan aq n umah yg aq dok skrg..byk kenangan yg best2 kt cni..huhu..but nak wat cmne..prpisahan msti brlaku gakkn..kepada sume kwn2 ku..I love U gUYs~~GooD lUCK for ExAm and Ur Future Life...=)

KeGEmBiRaaN pART 1

WAHHHH!!

Finally...1 assg done..SBE~~

3 mOre To Go....

gUd LuCK...(^-^)

Lumrah Hidup

hurm...masalah..mmg sentiasa dtg dlm hdp kte...wlu mcm mne kte nk elak pon..die ttp akn dtg jgk..sometimes mslh yg dtg mmpu buatkn kte menangis dan give up utk truskn hdp..tp tu sume lumrah kehidupan..tak selalunye kte akn brgembira..dan tak semestinye kte akn slalu brsedih..aq hrp setiap mslh yg dtg dlm hdp aq, family n kwn2 aq..ktorg akn dpt tmpuh dgn sbr..semoga setiap mslh yg dtg akn de insan yg sudi mghulurkn bantuan..dan harungi mslh tu sme2..sbb x semestinye kte akn slalu ddk kt ats..sbb tu aq hrp..aq akn sntiasa jd insan yg sentiasa igt n smpati tuk setiap kesusahan org laen...kdg2 bile aq dgr mslh org laen..bru aq sdr mslh yg aq tmpuh slme ni x seberat mslh org laen..dgn itu aq sgt brsyukur dgn kehidupan aq skrg...semoga keredhaan dr Allah sntiasa mengiringi prjalanan hdp aq..wlu brape byk airmata yg mengalir skali pon..aq akn brsbr..sbb aq psti de hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian yg brlaku...

Trip To Melaka - Part Two

after two weeks kitorg g Melaka, barulah aq wat entry tuk part 2 plak..hehe..sumenye sbb aq agk bz n de entry laen yg nk aq tls dlu..sje bia lmbt2 skit wat entry ni..erm..wktu g melaka tu kitorg stay kt sne 2 hr...jumaat n sbtu..so..hr sbtu tu..de laa beberapa tmpt kitorg g..tp sume kt bandaraya die je...x g jauh2 pon..2nd day tu kitorg just round kt tmpt2 brsejarah yg de kt melaka ni..mcm kt afamosa n tmpt2 yg sewaktu dgnnye..huhu..smpat gak laa brgambar ats beca dgn tmpt2 brsejarah yg de kt ctu..pas jln2..kitorg g main bowling plk kt mahkota parade..best sgt mse main bowling tu..enjoy gle..hehe...lps main bowling..makan..and destinasi trakhir kitorg kt melaka..g naek"eyes on Malaysia"..sbb x dpt naek menara taming sari..naek ni pon xpela..sgt menarik dpt tgk pmndangan kt melaka dr eom ni..dh pnt brjln..sume org pon enjoy wktu kt melaka tu..ptg tu kitorg pon gerak blk kolej blk..mcm tak puas je brjln wktu tu rsenye...tp nak wt cmne..assg yg sgt brlambak tgh mnunggu kitorg di rumah..haha..so..time for assg plk..ngee~~

p/s- hr sbtu tu gak laa..kitorg sume menyaksikan ipin dibotakkn kepalanye gara2 MU kalah..hehehe..

p/s-bwh ni gmbr tuk 2nd day kt melaka plk..

Upload Pics

Assalamualaikum kpd kwn2 ku serta readers yg trsyg sekalian..cewah..hehe..seperti yg dijanjikn di entry sblmnye..finally dh dpt pic2 prkahwinan kakak aq yg brlngsung wktu bln mei hr tu..so..kat bwh ni aq ltak beberapa pic nyer..selamat menonton..haha..

1st day wedding

2nd day wedding

p/s-sgt lme nk tgu upload sume gmbr2 ni..so..upload yg mne dpt jelah..mls nk tgu..hehe..

Thanks Hazwan aka Bubu..

Entry kali ni aq tls khas buat kawan aq Hazwan ataupun lbh diknali sbg Mr Bubu..hehe..aq tau ko msti singgah kt blog aq nyer..haha...so kali ni aq wat entry ni sbb nk say thanks sgt2 kt ko sbb dh jdk sorg photographer yg sgt hbt and captured very lovely pictures tuk majlis prtunangan ngn perkahwinan akak aq..thanks a lot yer Hazwan..nnti aq kawen ko jd photographer aq plk tau..hehehe..so..pd spe yg x knl mr bubu ni..die yg pgg slr kt ats tu laa yer..sgt menarik and cantik pic yg die tgkap tau..aq tgh promote ko ni tau hazwan..haha..so..aq wish ko kan jd sorg photographer yg berjaya laa satu hr nnti..wlupun ko amik kos bisnes kan....hihihi..=p

p/s-pic kt ats ni die laa yg makeupkan aq..pndi makeupkn org gak die ni tau...ngeee~

p/s-lpe plk..yg sorg lg kt pic ats ni sahabat sy tau..fana nmenye..single lg k..haha..

My Mood Today

DAN SEBENARNYA

Oh bulan..enggan melayan diriku lagi

pabila,air mata membasahi pipi

dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku

pabila,kau bersama yg lain..

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta

yang masih bersemadi untukmu..

dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyuman mu itu

kau juga merindui aku..

ku enggan berpura pura ku bahagia

ku enggan melihat kau bersama si dia..

oh..ku akui cemburu telah menular dalam diri

pabila kau bersama yang lain..

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta

yang masih bersemadi untukmu...

dan sebenarya ku mengharapkandi sebalik senyuman mu itu

kau juga merindui aku...

pabila kau merenung matanyaku rebah,jatuh ke bumi

di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi

seperti ku bernafas dalam air

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta

yang masih bersemadi untukmu..

dan sebenarya ku mengharapkandi sebalik senyuman mu itu

kau juga merindui aku oh....

I Got a Headache

OMG..my head feel so pain..I got a headache..bgn tdo..kepala rse mcm nk pecah..why i'm suppose get headache in a wrong time...wktu assignments tgh brlambak and I don't have any pain killer to eat...so..try search kat internet..kot2 de cara nak reduce diz headache..hasilnye check this out...

Prevention of Headaches

What helps prevent or reduce the chance of a headache? The following steps may help:

• Correct posture
• Taking doctor recommended medications
• Eating healthy
• Exercising and frequent stretching of the neck and upper body
• Choosing not to smoke
• Appropriate amount of sleep every night
• Trying out various forms of relaxation

p/s-sape yg slalu skt kepala tu..blh laa cbe tips kt atas ni ea..